The conversation that I had hoped to hold until February came out last night. I cannot believe that Mook is so short sighted. I am really teetering on not wanting to be with her, from the stand point of getting out RIGHT NOW ...
Because it is the same thing, I won't go into details. I really didn't let her talk, because her actions have told me all that I need to know. Her rebuttal of 'you do it too' doesn't hold because I do think that I react to her, and she determines how I carry myself around here as much as I do.
But because the person her actions cause me to be, is someone that I don't want to be, I don't feel comfortable in our relationship. I told her what I feel I am risking as far as my health and well being is concerned. That is my overriding concern right now.
I think, just think, my time is short in Lansing.
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